| october is not going well for me and im wondering why im discovering how to smile |
[Oct. 4th, 2006|08:40 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | RED HOT CHILI "PAPERS" hahaha | ] |
What a title eh? Okay. How am I going to start? October has not been nice to me! October 2, I lost my wallet with all my precious
sentimental things: tickets, pictures, post-its, cards. EECK! And yeah Ateneo lost. That sucks. But I still love our UAAPplayers!
INtal! Tiu! Escaler! Kramer! Quimson! Latore? I'm proud of them. Haha. They make me feel proud to be where I am. It's good how
the UAAP league made me appreciate my school and gave me some school spirit. (BUT, I still miss Ua&P like whoa! :( )
October 3, Someone said a really offending thing to me. October 4, Our car broke down. GRR! right? anyway
Despite all these Collosumsbadusomseesams, I am wondering why I am discovering how to smile while these things
are happening. Hmm. It's so weird. It's like I'm learning how to graciously adapt to lost? to unpleasant incidents?
Maybe the trick is just really not to let these things bring you down because if you let it do that to you, you'll block
all the sunshine, oppurtunities and yeah time comin in.... I don't know what I'm trying to say... Haha. Or maybe the
trick is listen to music and pray. HAHA.
if someone is reading this, pleeasee trry to comment.
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| 051043 |
[Sep. 27th, 2006|08:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | punkemo songs | ] |
It is 8:14 am. I am so lost nowadays. Lost and very clumsy. I got up
early to go to lab class, turned out we didn't have any. Then, I almost
lost my i.d. Plus, I almost forgot my phone. Why am i so ___. I don't
even know what the word is to describe my state now... I think it's
the state of I'm not really doing well without you. Cheesy. Yes. Hmm.
Anyway, so a while ago I was rushing to go to class.... I sat somewhere
to fix my things.. then my friend said something... I thought she said hey
your pants looks nice but what she really said was (after i pieced and
figured out the words together..) hey your pants might get wet.. haha!
so there.. what a day.. hmm. It is 8:40 am, now.
before my id number was 051043 i love you,
now its 064268 and im not getting any love hahaha :/ |
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| relax your mind let the concepts be free and now im rolling with sounds of bpp...... :) |
[Sep. 13th, 2006|06:36 pm] |
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| | come with me-p diddy,lfo-girl on tv,forget myself-thirdeye | ] |
It has been a good day. I think. Hmm. English was fun. I liked the presentations of my classmates. It cheered me up. Uh. Come lit time, I was
daydreaming already. Then, I had a group meeting. After that, I had P.E. I was looking forward to it. "Futsal is fun, especially when you're just watching hot
guys score. ha-ha." Oh well. It was fun. I wish i could video it and just play it again and again. What else? Oh. I went out with my love. Ha-ha Just kidding. There's
nobody. I wish. :P Uh. What else? I think I have to start sleeping early and STOP wallowing, analyzing and thinking why ........... I'll try to go in bed by 9:00. haha.
a peak......
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| i'd rather be here than anywhere with you, i hate you but i love you. |
[Aug. 29th, 2006|10:25 pm] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | saves the day | ] |
I miss my grandma. She died Novemeber 1999, a month before the millenium was about to start and a year and a half after
granpa died. We called her Mama. We weren't that close but i love her like i love our dog. (haha. what a comparison!) Anyway,
She was always so lovely. She was always so poised. She was always wearing lipstick. She always had strong perfume on.
Things like that. She was always like a woman who knew a lot and who knew how to be admired. Plus, she was always
soooo loving. She always had a pleasant disposition. I remember each time she saw me she would tell me to go to her and
she would give me the tightest and most warming hug. I miss her!!
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| things are going at its will.... |
[Aug. 19th, 2006|10:45 pm] |
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| | high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | SWITCHFOOT | ] |
uh. okay. My grades are low. I got less satisfactory marks. I got two d's! oh my my! Ateneo is really different. you really have to THINK and work.
Most people here are serious, determined, smart, confident i.e. so sure of themselves! whiler there are those who seem to be naturally smart in academics and it blows my mind off!! haha.
So i think i have to make my grades my number one priority ,for now, because before it was actually fifth on my list! haha. GOD have mercy on me. But i don't get it
though im not doing anything else other than study and I still get low grades. Yeah well, aside from the sulking, daydreaming, worrying and procastinating... Maybe i need
some kind of inspiration? or something that would make me more stable. more steady. more still. more HERE.
to do list: english report, paper and math LT.
the punks say you'll always want what you can't have... my reply is WANT AND see WHAT YOU HAVE SO YOU'LL BE WONDEFUL. haha.
What do you think?
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| what august has been like |
[Aug. 12th, 2006|11:39 pm] |
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| | milky- just the way you are | ] |
gack. i can't remeber what happened this week, not like before when i had track of the happenings of the days. hee-hee.
now days are more like a drag. gaccck! all i want to remember is this dream that i had, it was freaking nice, soo nice. i couldn't
even get myself out of the bed. i got late getting up and preparing so i got late for class. haha. can you imagine getting late for class
just because of a stupid dream? gacck!! i want to puke because of that dream. gackk!! it could have been a reality already if i
have been bold. gacckk!! there.. anyway, days are kinda boring now. well i find it so damn boring! gackk! now, i only find joy in
making other people happy. and i do make peole happy! damit! i should be making myself happy not them. ha-ha.
but for now im putting people's happiness ahead of mine! gacck! it's okay! my day will come. carnivals. cotton candies. movies. softdrinks.
pizzas. radio. song tripping. road trip. parties. mallhopping. are what i dream for. heehee. MAN i know i have to study and
all that but MAN im so restless! and SO YOUNG! DAMN! "these are the best days of our lives" |
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| ryan cabrera |
[Aug. 6th, 2006|11:56 am] |
| [ | music |
| | 40 kinds of sadness, on the way down -ryan cabrera | ] |
I'm tying to remember what happened this week. I'm trying to arrange the fragments of events. How can I arrange it?
I don't know but I'll just start. It was my Tita's birthday so we ate somewhere at the Fort. Then, the next day I went with my mom to
Tagaytay to attend a wedding. We had no classes. It was Julz Birthday. Tuesday. I can't remember Tuesday. Weds. There was the
race for p.e. Thursday. The day when the drama stopped, or put on hold? I put on a big smile and kept myself calm.
I stayed a while in school. I played cards and bonded with friends. Friday. I watched bamboo and dicta license!! ha-ha.
Saturday. I stayed home to do a paper but i ended up writing almost nothing. sucker. +P
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| im missing the point |
[Jul. 28th, 2006|09:12 pm] |
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| | good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | brighter than sunshine, falling out of love- aqualung!!! | ] |
Alright. What happened this week? Classes were suspended, Monday and Tuesday. I had a break.
I was at our new home for those two days. Monday night, we had a feast for dinner: lots and lots
of fooood. Then, Tuesday hmm? I fixed my stuff. We went back to our old home. Wednesday, OH!
I was so tensed! because of P.E.!! Our group was assigned to head the amazing race. We were only
three so it was hard!! We had to lead 20 to 30 people and we were only 3! ARG! And i was
the one who had to talk. And all i said was, "Guys count down and group yourselves". So our
instructor got mad at me because she said I should have said more like tell them there would
be three stops.. ladadada. GRR! The things is I think I can't seem to talk in front of people
not like before when i did public speaking stuff. I don't know why. I think im losing my
self-esteem. Whatever. BUT, there was a FUNNY part in the race. They had this task where they
had to eat spicy chips and to drink moo. Some of them were already sweating because the
chips were HOT. he-he. It was funny. Sorry guys, you have to do what you got to do. Next week,
we'll be DAY two of the race. I feel better because my groupmate said she'll do the talking
next time. There, Thursday! I had two long tests! Math and Science! Science was okay.
I think I'll get a B or C+? Arg! B!! B! Math was horrible. I couldn't answer 4 out of 6
questions! Grr. Then, I hanged out with friends.. (Jesuit, Dapa, Your crying because you
saw me?, Lookalike then the REAL person, Sharing, Elbows, 3 schools) Friday! MAHJONG DAY.
Max taught me, John, Arah, Christiane, Ron and Verns and i dont know who else.
Whatever happened to playing cards? PLUS PLUS, was with pum and ds for a short while.
Now, it's the weekend!.. rest... |
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